Change...

Oh boy, change!
I'm not a big fan of change. I like to keep things simple and simple to me is the way they are and have been for eternity! I don't like to cause ripples in the lake and I don't like to disturb the space that I like to be in.
I changed my blog!
I guess it looks okay. (If it didn't at least look okay to me I wouldn't have changed it!)
What force of natural made me decide to change my blog?
Someone said, "It's a little too dark!"
handing me the pebble that I chose to throw in to the lake.

I know, I know! I sit here almost everyday (at least the other day!) And rant about how I am not going to please others! How I don't care what they think! And blah, blah blah!!! I know! But the evil voice inside my head whispered, "If she thinks its too dark, how many others think its too dark?" and the ugly ripple started!

I like dark!

I like dark! Dark represents the evil one inside, the rebellion, the one who says "F*** It!" and once upon a time everything in my closet was black, not so much nowadays! (I think that is a good thing! don''t get me wrong, I still have several black tank tops, little tee shirts, and a black dress, but I also have pinks, purples, blues, greens and 1 yellow and 1 orange)
So I changed it...it's not comfy yet! (Like every other change that happens in my life!) I guess I'll have to break it in, like a new pair of jeans. It hasn't settled yet. Once it does, months from now (but really just a few days!) I will like it and be glad that I did it!
Or maybe I'll just say F*** It! and change it back!